And after therapy yesterday I've started opening that box of feelings about friendships again and I don't want to cause I know it will be painful and I don't want to deal with that. I know I'll have to in the future but right now I just don't think I can manage that without freaking out or breaking down because to consider that everyone I loved hates me is a terrible thing to process.
No. I'm not doing it. Imma shut if down and do it later. Because even this is upsetting me and it will only get worse. I'll carry on with the distraction instead and try again in a few weeks time.
Over and out,
Gloves. xx
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