God so many ups and downs. And it's all because of him. YAY. >->
I should really date people who aren't going to cheat on me.
Not eating properly for a week and a half isn't something I can be doing often.
On the plus side, it worked, I've lost quite a bit of weight :)
I think I'll carry on just a little longer. Get into those old jeans.
And I've not had any breakdowns recently so that's alright. I guess.
All I've been thinking this week though, is if I should take him back.
My friends have all been saying I shouldn't. And I value their opinions. But at the same time, they've all either had a crush on me or still do, so I don't know how biased their opinions may be.
I don't know. I'm gonna talk to some more people and see what they say.
In the meantime. I think I should at least try to be friends be him. For the sake of the team. If we cant work together on pitch then it will become a problem.
I just don't want to be judged.
And I can't stop thinking about that skinny cheerleader he got with.
I just want to be skinnier.
I just want to be pretty.
I don't know.
I just need someone impartial to my feelings, his feelings and their own feelings to talk to.
And I don't have anyone like that.
Over and out,
Gloves xx
