Winter :)

ITS BEEN CHRISTMAS! ITS ALMOST A WHOLE NEW YEAR! HOW WEIRD IS THAT?!

Super weird.

Tom took me to the Winter Wonderland thing in Hyde Park on Christmas eve eve which was super cool and he's just totally wonderful :3

I got some cool clothes and games and chocolate and music for Christmas. Oh and money. :D yep. It was a good Christmas haul. Tom gave me this really sweet Puppycat plushie paired with the cutest, most soppy note I've ever read. :)

It even snowed on Christmas day :D and on boxing day. And its been super cold ever since.

New years is soon, No plans for it so i'll probably end up sleeping at like 9 that evening. It will pass like nothing and then it will be a new year. which is super scary.

I have had a couple of down moments recently but they've passed without too much strain and nothing untoward has occurred so i'm calling that a success. I just wish i didn't have any at all.

Whatever. Things have been good.

Over and out,

Gloves. xx

Happy days

An old friend contacted me the other day. It was really nice to chat with him again and hopefully we'll meet up sometime in the Christmas holidays. :)

Tom is being a sweetheart and is keeping me happy most days now. I don't understand how he's so cheerful all the time but I'm glad he is. :) He's "my every line, every word, everything ;)" - and also gets me to listen to ridiculously cheesy songs damnit! :P *shakes fist at sky*

My presentation went well today and I now only have two days left of my placement. I've really enjoyed it so far and hopefully the final two days should go pretty smoothly.

Life is good, and just in time for Christmas too :P

Over and out,

Gloves. xx

Insecurities

Gregs op went really well. He's doing better than expected and has already been moved off CCU and is now on the main ward. Just recovery to worry about now. Things are looking up so that's one less thing to stress about :) that said I've been in an odd state of calm for a few days now and while that's a good thing I'm sortof apprehensive about what's coming up.... Because there's always got to be something.... 

Recently I've been letting my imagination run away with me and I keep thinking that Toms going to do something or I'm going to ruin us in some way...which I don't truly believe will happen but hey. I'm insecure and having images of my boyfriend going off with someone else is the norm. Especially when he tells me stories of his nights out which include having thoughts about other girls during a massage, getting kicked out for strongly coming onto one of his friends, and not being able to remember the second half of the event..... 

Whatever. I'm used to it. 

Over and out, 

Gloves. xx