So I haven't written in a while.
I don't suppose I've needed to. I've been okay. A little rocky with Jordan every now and then. We're on this not-quite-a-break thing right now. Everything will be okay though. it always is, and then I get stressed again.
I've been having my odd mood swings again which sucks quite a lot.
It just hurts.
And more people are becoming aware that there's something wrong with me. That hurts too. They will think I'm a creep if they find out much more.
In other news, I made friends at uni. Crazy right? Not that I'm good enough with many of them to say we'll be friends for more than a year. I'm not going to count on it. I'm not going to rely on it. I don't need people any more. Just the four close friends I have right now.
But yeah. I'll update a little later probably. Let you know how I'm coping.
Oh, and here's something I wrote on the back of my to-do list earlier in the week:
"If you don't notice, I'm coping successfully.
If you do, I'm not doing so well.
But I'll be okay eventually."
I dunno. I like my mind when it's all like that. It's inspirational to myself when I'm feeling crappy again.
Over and out,
Gloves. xx
