A pair of Gloves: July 2012

Friday consisted of going into school to do some drama. Which failed miserably. No-one turned
And then returning home and opening up the Hunger Games to see what all the fuss is about. Meh.
Generally a boring day. Apart from the brief morning entertainment. XD

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Saturday - Nottingham - I will expand on this later.

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Sunday 17th (Whoooo!)

Was going to be boring as hell.
I got up for food and then immediately flung myself back into bed, only to be roused by cats minutes later who insisted on lying on my body parts instead of finding any other space on my double bed. ¬_¬ Animals.

Anyway. Mother eventually got me up. And then I gardened. Literally - I threw on clothes and ran outside. It was okay to begin with, but I was told I had until 2 to weed the whole of the lower garden..... ¬_¬ And then by the time 11 came around I was just aching all over and my shoes were covered in catshit....
I did have a bit of fun then, because father brought out these HUGE CUTTER THINGYS THAT LOOKED LETHAL. So I cut up a tree and roots and shizzle with those for mother and tried to text Smurf at the same time. It's more difficult than it sounds.
Somewhere between then and my shower Smurf was allowed to come over... Which was surprising but I'm not complaining.
Completed the garden and ran off to shower. The running was deemed irrelevant as I spent about 20 minutes in the shower whilst listening to my music (as per usual) and getting shouted at by Greg every 5 minutes saying that it's too loud. Annyyyyways, I had literally got out when I heard the signature banging on my floor meaning the other people in my house wanted to talk to me... It was to inform me that Smurf had arrived. So.... yeah..... I got dressed as quickly as possible and actually did something with my hair before going down and saying HAI. And then we went up to my room and did stuff until it was time to dissapperate into the unknown!!!
The car rally. WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!
As usual, we were all incredibly competitive. And as per usual we started bickering about things pretty early on. Still, it was fun. ^_^
At one point we couldn't see the clue anywhere at all, and because we had to save miles, Smurf and I walked the entire length of the Village (no idea where it was) to look for it.
Later on we drove around getting lost and less and less hopeful about winning. Still, we completed it, went home and made our way to the Pub.
Miraculously we came second (lost on the miles that we all made up. :P) So yeah, pretty epical. XD

It was the football final too.
Did mean to watch it. But in the end we just.... Didn't. XD
So yeah.
The end of a pretty epical day.

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Monday - Had my singular biology lesson - in which we did a test with yeast and stuffles.
At the beginning Miss had a bit of a scare and had to steal the papers back from us because the mark schemes were printed on the back. XD Unfortunately I did not read them in detail. :( But yeah. Did that. IT was extremely fun. I felt like a mad scientist. ^_^

After that, we all walked along to the end of the headlands to watch the torch go by. We had more fun whilst waiting for it than acutally seeing it. :P Had many a piggy back from the guys and I think that the day will be one of my favourite family videos. I can't wait for Le Father to burn it onto a disk. XD
So yeah, wasn't allowed to go back to school. Had a hissy. Did my after school activities. And that's basically it. I think. Not that I remember. Gah. I need a better memory. Perhaps I shall ask X to design me a memory storage system. I bet he could do it in under a year. :P I swear that guy's a genius.

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Thursday
The last (MELON) day of school. Went into town with Smurf to shop for Ls party.... Bickered like a married couple XD Cannae really remember all that went on. Apart from the card shop, we had a lot of fun there. :P Me hearts musical cards muchly. ^_^

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Friday - Shelly!!! OH MY FREAKING GOOSBERRIES IT WAS EPICAL TO THE EXTREME!
So basically mom had to take me to hers slightly early.... and by slightly I mean 2 hours.... because Le Brother had an emergency teeth appointment. So yeah, the door opened and both Shelly and her mother were in their Pj's. ^_^ Had a long conversation with Shelly's sister before clambouring upstairs to go jump on her bed. Several times. Until her mother and sister left. And then we sat there for a while listening to music and stalking people on Facebook.

Got bored of that, so instead I stripped to my undies and we did a photoshoot. It was acutally really fun, a little awkward to begin with.... but we both just laughed through the awkwardness until it was too funny to care about. XD I wore this really nice dress to start with with a belt that I want. And we both pulled funny faces every time my Union Jack undies showed through. XD
Then I swapped bras (I was wearing my black one.... which really doesn't do well with white seethrough dresses/sheets, but twas okay because Shelly and I are the same time. Also, I want her bra.
Did some more pictures. She complimented me on my back muscles..... apparently they're impressive... Who knew? :P

So yeah. I re-dressed myself. And then we sat around a little longer talking about concerts and music and shizzle. During this conversation, we decided that we have to go to a concert together some time. ^_^ So we're probably going to see The Rasmus. She has assured me that we will mosh to our hearts content. XD
Cooked lunch, watched The Iron Giant. Forgot about lunch and burnt the smiling potato faces, so we had to put cheese on them to make them better. Which it did. A lot. Cheese makes everything better. :P

So yep. Watched fucked up music videos and played around with hair and stuffles. Decided to mix the two and copy a hairstyle from a demented video - thus our hair idea was born.
Plaited it together - giggling like maniacs as we did so. XD It didn't take as long as I expected actually. But yeah, after we'd taken several pictures and laughed a lot more.... She and I both looked at one another and said... "Well what now?"
I think we sat in silence for a total of 30 seconds before we both shouted "CAKE!". And so we did - Shelly suggesting we dye it a colour too, just for the hell of it.
After setting up the camera and giggling about the whole situation we finally started.
We actually cooperated a lot better than I thought we would, so that was a plus. While the cakes cooked we decided to find the blue face paint and avatar to match the plaited hair and blue cakes. Unfortunately the facepaint was not found. :( Though her artbooks are amazing. I want her talent! D:
So watched the first part of avatar 19 minute extended edition while eating half of the cake mixture and waiting for the cooking cakes.
Swapped the discs and took out the cakes for decoration! :D Yayness! I made a yellow sunshine and pink tentacles. :)

Watched most of the rest of the movie.
Went upstairs though after her family returned and skyped her italian friend. ^_^ He is so epic!!!
Ate dinner.
Got returned home by her father. Quoted ASDFMovies and chatted about the Zombie Apocalypse all the way home. He must think I'm mad. :P

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Saturday was the day of the Pool Party! :D Whoo!
Got to L's with H. Had a brief moment of forgetting there his house was before getting in and taking our stuffs up. Greeted by the girls (L's gf and plus one) and sat around eating and setting up lights etc. for a while. Got bored, so clambered into the Hot Tub.
Discussed many 'bubble' related items and that lasted a little while, until we got hot. We had ot leave one by one to make sure the water level stayed right.... It led to a couple of funny moments.
Dried off and ran upstairs, Smurf arrived along with The Giant One so we had another session.
After the boys decided to play fifa/cod/something, the rest of us watched Zombieland. :) That movie is hilarious. Waited around for Hatter to arrive. She did, and immediately we all charged to the Hot Tub. Councilled C. XD After this, quite hilarious, "Spa Sesh" we stripped off and entered the realm of our PJ's. ^_^
People dried out swimwear and relaxed downstairs. I played guitar with L and jammed (quite successfully) for a while until I remembered I needed to sort out my own bikini.... :/ Stayed upstairs when I realised Hatter was playing and talked with C for quite a while about things that had been bothering us. It was really nice, just having someone to talk to in that moment who could give me rational answers without laughing, even if it wasn't really about anything serious.
C left to play/sing with L so I sat in the study for quite a long time just drawing, trying to vent the build-up of emotions. I hate how they appear at the most inconvenient times. Still, I'd rather feel them than go back to the state of numbness that began last March. Not being able to feel slight shifts in emotion just became unbearable, and I suppose we all know what the outcome of that was...
I got sick of the drawing eventually, and so went down to retrieve my iPod. The people were watching a TV show and playing a drinking game.
Went back up and listened to very loud, screamy music. It seems to be the only thing that calms me. The more angry it is, the calmer I get. Which is odd as the opposite occurs in the reverse: When I'm calm, I start physically shaking, like some energy is building up inside me that I need to release. Basically, if I'm listening to that type of music, I'm in a bad way.
But yeah. Drew some more while listening to MCR. Smurf came up briefly and we had a small chat. I tried not to get annoyed and I think I managed it. I think.
But still, it's hard for me to think rationally when people act differently around me. I can tell, even if they've only had a little to drink, not because they start slurring their words or are staggering about, because they treat me differently. Brush off things that should matter, speak a little more truthfully. I can't tell every time. But in some cases, it just infuriates me that I'm treated differently to usual. It's like they're lying to me when they're entirely sober. I know it's not true, obviously. I suppose it's just a little code written into my mind that unnerves me. Meh. I'll learn to accept it eventually. Sometimes I think if I drink with them then I won't notice. But that's not why I want to start drinking, to ignore something. Because then I'll start thinking it'll cure other things like the emptiness I feel sometimes or the waves of emotion that threaten to suffocate me sometimes. Just like I started the cutting to rid me of all of those things. It became a thing I depended on. And though it was a terrible thing to do, it was harmless in comparison to drinking away my troubles. I can't let myself get like that.... So I'll just have to endure the annoyance.
Filled my stomach.
Collected my bikini and ventured upstairs to change for the "Midnight Spa". Hatter and I started changing, regardless of the people in there, they soon left anyways. Plus, it didn't actually matter if Smurf saw. It's not like he hasn't seen anything before. The spa was awesome, though everyone established that Smurf and I were "Jendon". Wonderful. We are now a singular person. But yeah. Smurf gave me an awesome massage which helped me relax more, to the point where I felt like I was back to normal, which was very good indeed.
People got out and we all got changed again. Smurf helped me change, which was quite funny, but led to our sofa spot being claimed and therefore we had to sit on the other sofa on our own. Meh, I wasn't complaining.
Watched a team.
Started watching "Hostel" but got told to take it off by L's dad because of the content... And instead we watched the Expendables. I fell asleep against Smurf, despite my hardest efforts to stay awake. Apparently it took a mixture of shoves and shouts to wake me up, and even then, Smurf woke up before I did. I appear to be an extremely heavy sleeper. :P
H, Hatter and I jumped straight into bed, well, I removed me bottoms, realised I needed to pee and had to hurry downstairs incase someone saw because I couldn't be bothered to put them back on. :P Slept quite peacefully. The others; not so much.
In the morning, I woke up when H went to the loo, triggering my need for the loo (which triggered Hatters need for the loo). She was waaaaay too cheery for it to be morning. >->
Hatter coaxed my wakening soon enough and we both ventured downstairs to see what the night had done to the males.
Ended up watching I Am Legend while L and The Giant One went out to get sugar.
From Paris With Love was put on while eating breakfast.
Halfway through that Smurf and I decided to get everything ready to go.
Literally, straight after the film ended, both Hannah and I needed to leave along with Smurf.
Went home.
Played at the park with k and j after dinner. Did k's nails as penguins (screwed up the eyes on one of them and couldn't be bothered to do it, so instead, that penguin now has an eyepatch. :D 'Twas adorable!). Mols and Joleary joined us to play football and I was congratulated on my football skills. ^_^
That was basically that. Trekked upstairs to get outfitty sort of clothing down from the loft. Arranged stuff for my hair, nails, make-up etc. as well as my room.

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Monday 9th -
'Twas "No Bra Day" so I made up for the sin of wearing a bra in the evening by doing my chores in the morning completely topless. I didn't actually plan it, I didn't even find out it was no bra day until the evening, I just didn't fancy wearing a top... XD Mother soon got used to the oddity.
But yes, did flute practice between organising my outfit, surfing eBay for items of my liking, and painting my nails.
At 2, took father to the station and then practiced driving again until 3:30. I actually got the car to go forward! *Proud Moment!*
Walked the dog and then set off to do flute. I have a LOT of practice to do over the summer. ¬_¬ but it was the last lesson of the academic year so... yay! :D
Made and ate pasta pouches, did my hair loosly - sectioned it off and looked hideous by the end of it, but I needed it roughly done so I had enough time to do it when I returned.
Unicycled off to brownies and helped out with their sports day. :D The really are adorable.
Got called during it though which I never do.
First Joleary, who asked me to babysit for Mols - I told him I'd get back to him.
and then Smurf asking what time I'd arrive at the party. Gah.

Ran off from Brownies straight home, planning on getting ready immediately. Instead I dithered around a bit and then spoke with Hatter on the phone for 30 mins. In that time, I ended up inviting her over and offering her a lift and my Hairdressing/NailArt skills.
Got my undies on so I was decent for Hatters arrival and then started on my hair. She arrived and we joked around as we dressed and prepared.
Once we were both ready we picked up The Giant One and set off.
Smurf dropped off his bag in the car and we entered the clubplacethingthatalwaysdamagesmyearswithbadmusic. Got a wristband and found the friendly people in a corner that we had claimed as our own already. Laughed and danced together for a bit before clearing off with others to purchase drinks.
Hatter and I waited with Lee and chatted about the male body and his abs while the others went off. Had a bit of WKD with Hats and then, after all 'twas finished, we meandered back to Remis' to do some more dancing and shizzle. Took many pictures and Ife taught us a lot of new dance moves. But nothing much else happened.
Went out for air briefly and Smuf took Carlys hat so Hatter and I ran after him. Inside, H stole the hat Smurf was wearing and we had a bit of fun running around with it. He held me upsidedown outside a bathroom to get it back. I have no idea what it must've looked like.
Did more dancing. What else....? Ah yeah! Kissed Smurf at midnight which was fun. ^_^
At one point I was dancing with H, and this guy came up to me, WolfWhistled (no lie) and asked for my number and then proceeded to tell me how hot I was. I mean, who does that?! >_> Anyways, I flipped him off and continued "Sexy Dancing" with H. He tried to dance with me at one point... So I kicked him and high-fived H.
Smurf arrived back from wherever he'd gone off to at that point and I thought about asking for a hug, but it hadn't bothered me that much so I left him to do his own thing. Told him about the incident later when the creepy dude wasn't around.
Went to the loo. Came back and the girls were gone. :( It was the last time I was seeing them in the summer, and they just left without a goodbye.
We rounded up people after that and skidaddled. Maxwell was funny. :P
Smurf and I walked from the Pub to my house. Well... actually he carried me most of the way. Had a quick midnight swing which was fun. ^-^
Got home, snuck in, and led Smurf to his room. He briefly came along to mine for the loo and then we departed for the night.

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On le Tuesday morning I woke up, got bored and tidied up, until mother informed me that she was going out for her walk soon.
Went to close the door and noticed Smurf standing at the other end of the landing. Mother was downstairs and the landing creeks, so I made my way over to his room to make sure he did't make any noise if he tried to come over. We lay on le bed together until mother disapperated.
Had a shower, which.... Was quite something. One of the ....... something-est showers I have ever experienced. Not too sure what to make of it, but I know I'm probably never going to be able to shower in there without thinking of .... memories.... ever again. My shower place is no more.
Ate breakfast.
Mother returned and we played on the Wii. Smurf is just too good at it. HOOOOWWWW?!?!?!
Had a ham and cheese toastie for lunch. Nom. And then went off to the cinema.
Drove. I swear Smurf thought he was going to die at times. :P
The film was awesome. He is hot.

But yeah, then we had to rush back the get the bus because of the babysitting thing... :/
Made Le Brother dinner while Smurf packed his bags.
Walked to The Giant Ones with him. Said goodbye in a really quite crap way... :(
Felt a tear on my cheek as I ran up to Jolearys. Only one though so that was okay.
He left for his job and Mols and I played with Tady for a little before resorting to the Wii for entertainment. Played some Sonic and Mario and the Winter Olympics which made me remember the morning with Smurf. It was quite fun though. I almost didn't want to leave when her rentals got home. :P Apparently Joleary talks about me a lot at home. He's constantly mentioning me and saying I'm bubbly and such apparently. Mols says she understands why now. That was nice of her. ^_^
Some guys down my road called out and asked "for my digits" before asking across the street for a quickie in their car. Oh the joys of teenage males. ¬_¬
Returned home with £10 in my pocket and a dismal mood.
Started writing up my blog while eating dinner and chatting to Smurf.
Went to bed around 1:00. Oops.

Over and out,

Gloves. xx

A pair of Gloves

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