It's been tough today. Not awful. But I don't like that I'm here with this constant reminder on my arm. I'm pissed off with myself, but I'm not sure if I'm pissed that I didn't try hard enough or that I tried it all. 

In other news, I'm pretty much passive about what happened on Saturday now. I've catalogued it in the "bad" side of the "unpleasant" scale (where it will probably sit for years) but at least its out of the way and I don't have to deal with it right now. 

Thinking about the future is hard. I don't know how to feel about it yet. I don't know how to feel about that either. 

 Over and out, 

Gloves