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Today was easier. It's getting easier to accept this numb feeling and just get on with it. That's what I always do, just get on with it. 

I don't feel "alive" exactly but at least its good I still am I guess. 

Today I've been more productive which is good. And at least I'm doing better at appearing happy and healthy and getting stuff done like usual. 

I had dinner tonight. Only ate half of it but still I had food. Which is good. 

I'm seeing friends over the weekend which means I'll have to eat properly in front of them. Which is also good and healthy and I shouldnt feel sad about it. 

Over and out, 

Gloves.