Today has been up and down.
I woke up wanting to hurt myself, just to feel something other than indifference.
The clouds were over and I was frustrated with how my crochet is going - I'm gonna have to redo some bits to make it work how is want it to.
But at lunch I had a lot of rum and the sun came out and I danced around the pool for two hours and the thought of burning off the calories cheered me up.
I had more rum and gin and wine at dinner so I thought I should be feeling even better but I'm feeling numb again. I've got the sewing kit but I'm not going to use it because I'm stronger than that. Because today is a good day and I won't let it beat me.
Over and out,
Gloves.
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