God. Today was just the worst.
I was basically torn apart by Mrs. Kirke
And on top of that, I started crying in front of her and it just sucked.
and then I started over thinking everything. just all of the things I'm insecure about. My friendship worries and paranoia mixed with the fear of making my rentals angry or disappointed and it just got a bit too much.
I cut myself again. nine times. nine freaking cuts that I'm going to have to hide for the next couple of weeks. its extremely sucky. I just hope I'm not working this week because my work uniform probably wont cover them. :/
God. I need to pull myself together. I had a good cry today though. so I hope things will be enough. Meh.
Over and out,
Gloves. xx
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