I've been in a really odd mood all day. Like I was speaking to my cousin after the drama trip and I realised. If I went away, like, tomorrow, and I never got to see anyone from school again, I wouldn't really miss anyone. Apart from Jordan. And Luke. I'd miss more people outside of school though, and I think that may be because I actually choose to be friends with them, wheras most of the people at the bench, I'm friends with them by associations. Or I used to be close to them, but they became closer to others in the group and we drifted apart. I just. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to get through these years and start again. Find some new people. Stay in touch with the people I want to stay in touch with, and be a new person. The one I want to be. Not something that society says I should be. And in a new environment I think I'll have the confidence to do that. Probably.
Over and out,
Gloves. xx
P.S. Two posts in one evening, I must be having an emotional thing tonight.
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