Hi,
I woke up depressed today, not sure why but I did. Might be to do with my period starting today (not that I needed to put that in here) so I also had mega stomach cramps :/ Went on Fb just to see if anyone was on I could talk to (not that anyone I know would be online at 7 in the morning) when I realised that it was K's birthday seeing as it was 00:00 in California so I wished him a happy birthday before eating and getting dressed.
Did some music theory and german revision. That was extremely boring. I ate lunch and felt fat so decided to add insult to injury by nomming on a chocolate bunnys head. Uhhh, did a Theory test while listening to music. Went to check the melody that I had to make up on the piano and ended up spending half an hour playing it. Went back down. Listened to some depressing songs. Felt very depressed. Went on Fb again to see if anyone was on that I could talk to. No-one was so I sat on my bed for a while over thinking things. I must admit I cut myself a bit more so now my right arm matches my left arm... I felt a sudden need for symmetry. Not sure why. Kinda regret that now because I'm having to wear my gloves again and if it gets hot then The Mother will ask me to remove them. Here's to hoping we have a British summer.
Mom called up and told me I had to do my DofE Presentation so started that. Apparently Hatter called in on me but I didn't find that out until she told me on MSN later. Talked to Hatter and M for a bit but got told to concentrate by mother so I had to exit those conversations.
Got called down for dinner and watched The Simpsons and Top Gear with The Brother who also showed me a few new YouTube videos.
Went back up to read and do my presentation but The Mother insisted that she helped me so I missed 3 calls from O which would have cheered me up muchly. Alas it was not to be. We did as much as we could do without X being online to identify geographical features so The Mother left. I read, checked Fb and started my blog for the day. Got depressed while writing it... :/ So yeah....
Today wasn't really a very good day. And I don't even know why. I didn't really think about the Situation much today. I think I've reached the stage where it's just constantly at the back of my mind, numbing my "happy gland". That sucks. I really need to sort it out. Monday. I'll do it Monday.
Over and out,
Gloves. xx
Do you want me to come in on Monday by the way? I was thinking we could go to Costa or something before your parents pick you up/we walk home so that I can cheer you up after the DREADED GERMAN EXAM. O.o
ReplyDeleteOr we could always fatten ourselves with a mcDs for lunch. Lol.
GAH. I wish I could've been with you today. Actually, I wish Kieran or Ollie or someone was there cause I know they actually cheer you up lately
xx
That would be awesome if you could come in. I'll ask mom tomorrow about the Costa/McD's and walking home thing, twould definitely cheer me up. :)I wish you could have been here today, it would have been nice to have someone to talk to. xxx
ReplyDeleteYAYness :D (Sorry... just realised I've been stealing your word :P)
ReplyDeleteI tried I tried! I did attempt to steal you away :)
xxx