So, where to start?
Well, I revised in the morning like a good little girl ^^ and blasted Avril Lavigne out of the speakers :P I was then collected by the Hatter and X's family and we left for the Pool Party :)
When we arrived we sat in the Gazibo for a while, hurling beach balls around until H decided that she didn't need fingers. This led onto challenge after challenge of "not using our fingers" including eating crisps and opening a packet of bread-sticks. The finale of this epicosity was H going "drink bobbing" which consisted of her dunking her entire face into a bucket of ice. :P Enough said.
Everyone arrived just as we entered the pool and we had some lilo fun for a while before people discovered the water bombs. :) Then we ate and shizzle and then dried off... only to enter the pool again :)
H and I had a bit of fun with a whirl pool and the water balloons while M tried to destroy "our babies" :) Eventually we all had enough of the water and so we dried off. That's when it all went to pot...
I went upstairs to join Hatter and Ninja on the games console which led to a conversation that was just a tad awkward. It was fine after a while though and I was taught how to snipe (again :P) Everyone trekked upstairs so we shunned the males out or L's bedroom and got changed. :) When the girls came downstairs they had already decided on the film - Jonny English... ¬¬ It's an irritating film. So when I went back upstairs to moisturise my legs I stayed and watched C game. Then Hatter and H came up and we were all joking around until L came up to say we needed to get down otherwise we'd be sent home. So we all walked downstairs and watched the film. I sat between L and Ninja... How awkward.... Even more when H sat in-between my legs. L and M left part way through to buy chocolate and popcorn which we all eagerly welcomed :) This re-arranged the seating plan a little until I was between H and Ninja... Which was even more awkward. Everyone eventually realised that L had disappeared and we thought he'd gone to the shop until he called down that someones phone was ringing. I went back up to talk with him, only to find him curled up on his bed with a knife in his hand. Needless to say I removed the knife very quickly and passed it to The Giant One who talked with L for a while about knives. The Giant One then started gaming in the corner while L and I hugged. Eventually The Giant One left and I just... Splurged. L was talking about loving to hold me forever and I was like..... "Yeah.... I don't think I love you in that way anymore." And then I started crying. It didn't help that he then started talking about us getting through this together. Which made me cry even more. His mom came in after a while and I calmed down a bit and told him to go downstairs.
I lay there for a while before I heard footsteps. I knew it was Hatter and started to cry again. I couldn't even remember why I was crying at that point. I was just numb. My mind had just shut down.
We talked about it and then moved to the library where we talked some more until C came up and talked to me. Hatter removed herself from the scene and C and I talked about life sucking. I think I made him cry after I hugged him... so that sucked even more.
And then L came up so C and Hatter removed themselves. We talked some more and he basically clamped me down onto the sofa and told me that he loved me. I think he wanted me to say something back but I basically shouted that I didn't any more. Damn impulsiveness. So yeah. Gah. FML.
He had to say goodbye and stuff to people who were leaving so I went back into L's room, had a quick chat with C and then went downstairs and Hatter went up to talk to C and L. So while Hatter, C and L talked I made my way to the dining room and stuffed my face with "Comfort food - Watermelon".
Ninja, X and I talked about random and pointless shit which took my mind of the thing for a while. We then went into the lounge but I discovered that they were watching Friends and tried to leave... but then H grabbed me and pulled me down between her and M so I just stuck my fingers in my ears until they turned it down. We all (Ninja, H, X, and I) ended up shuffling over to the corner and talking about the little swingy ball things on H's iPod until L came down and killed the moment.
Then I ran up and down the stairs like a loon, first to warn hatter that The Mother had arrived half an hour early, then just pointlessly talking to people and moving around.
In the end we said a few awkward goodbyes and then.... left. Hatter and I exchanged a few awkward glances a couple of times until we arranged to meet up quickly afterwards. After leaving a note on Hatters table we dumped our bags and left for the church yard. There we sat and talked for a while about pointless shizzle and crappy stuff. And after walking around the church yard a bit, it started to rain so I headed home.
When I got back I started Blogging and talking to Ninja and C on Fb. And that's pretty much it.
GAH my life sucks right now. FML. I want to die. Why can't he just hate me? Where does this leave us? I don't even know any more.
Over and out,
Gloves. xx
P.S. I think that todays word is officially SPLURGE.
P.P.S. This is officially the end of my love life. I refuse to date EVER again. Because it ends with someone getting hurt.
P.P.P.S. Ach crap, 6th form induction is going to be crap. FUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!
Ok. I'm done.
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