I dont know how i feel tonight. Id probably describe this as anxious? Im aware of my heartbeat and im struggling to sleep because of it. Ie also been thinking of old friends tonight. I dont know what that means but its definitely been affecting my mood. It probably means i should start back up on the meds cause this has been happening a lot more frequently recently. I just wanted to prove i didnt need them. I guess thats not the case. And thats not a bad thing i know that. I am a better person for acknowledging my weaknesses and bettering myself despite them. 

I will thrive, i just need to give myself the right opportunity to do so. 

Over and out, 

Gloves. Xx